title: 06:26:09 TIME  06:26:09 TIME He texted me! There it goes, "Hapi monthsari... nga pla lm qo nmang ok qa ngaun ingat qa nlng wg m ppbyaan srili m xana mging ok n lhat..bye" I got shock. A little bit hurt. I replied him, "What's happy in our monthsary?" Then he replied, "Ok bad monthsari!!.....everything has changed" Yeah everything has changed and it's him. Err. If he really want to fix this problem he will seriously make a way for us. But where is it? Nah~ |
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title: READY. x) READY. x) For now, i can actually say that im ready. Ready for having a new life without him, for having a new priorities that value me. Ready for new chapters in my life. Yeah, it's kinda hard. But still, i have to face the fact that he's no longer interested in our relationship. The 1 year && 7 mos. of being together will now end. Today is our 19th months of being together. But he didnt greet me. He did not gave an effort to be with me even just a minute. Yeah it hurts, but it's not new to us. Maybe for him, it's not special and just a waste of time. |
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title: HIS FACEBOOK STATUS. x( HIS FACEBOOK STATUS. x( "Kahit naman ako yung naka priority balewala din naman ako sayo mas pipiliin mo pa nga yung iba kesa saken..OUCH" Feedback: Mas pinipili ang iba? Sa pinag-aawayan palang namin alam na cung cnu ung MAS MAY PINIPILI dyan. Aww. Hindi niya kayang mag-adjust for me. Kailangan pala sa relasyon namin ako yung ganun? Edi naging lalaki nalng sana ako diba? "Yun pala sorry ah tingin m pala hindi kita maalagaan hayaan mo malapit na din naman ako mawala eh..May mag-aalaga na sayo yung hindi ka pababayaan..Laging anjan para sayo at hindi ka iiwan..Haist" Feedback: Is this for goodbye? x( "Konti nlng tlga auko n haist :(" Feedback: So is he letting me go ng ganun na lang? Maybe for now handa ko na sarili ko. Para kung sakali man makipag-break siya saken. Di na ganun kasakit. Sayang ang 1 year && 6 months. Anyway, this August 4 is our 19th monthsary. I dont wanna greet him. Hintayin ko siya mauna, kung hindi niya ko i-greet, FINE. So pataasan ng pride nalang? |
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title: COMPLICATED RELATIONSHIP. COMPLICATED RELATIONSHIP. Err! x( Di ko alam kung bakit ganun siya. Gf pa ba tingin niya saken? I mean, i want him kasi na mag-globe temporary lang naman para magkatext kame, ayoko na kasi mag-smart, di ko natetext mga classmates ko && kung sino pa. Yun nga ayaw niya daw mag-globe. Di niya ba ko namimiss? Ayaw niya ba ko maka-text? Bakit ganun yung turing niya saken? Nasasaktan ako. Di man lang niya ko suyuin? Like ng ginagawa niya before. Bat di siya gumawa ng paraan? Like nung nanliligaw pa siya. Diba kung gusto mo yung tao gagawa at gagawa ka ng paraan para makapag-communicate kayo? Baka naman di na niya ko gusto? Tingin ko, siguro naiimpluwensiyahan na siya ng mga barkada niya sa Adamson University. Di kaya? Well, di malabong mangyari yun. Siya na rin nagkwento na sinabihan siya ng closest friend niya dun na mag-girlfriend siya dun sa Manila para malapit, kasi nga ang layo ko daw. Hello di naman ganun kalayo bahay ko kay Derick, school namin ang malayo sa isa't isa. Ni wala na kong alam kung kamusta na buhay niya ngayon. Sa ngayon, hahayaan ko siya makapag-isip-isip. Kung ayaw na niya, tatanggapin ko yun. Sabi nga ni Kheem.   "Khimmy, anybody can change. its either for the worst, or for the better. don't hesitate to tell him he CHANGED if its the former. xe db? its better that he knows. :D if he doesn't listen or if he makes excuses, bahala xa. basta you made your part.A PARTNER KNOWS HIS/HER PARTNER. pero kung parang d mo na xa kilala, ano pa nga ba? THINK OF IT." I can live without him but, without him i'll be miserable at best. x( |
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