title:  MY ANSWER x( derick. gusto kong malaman at maintindihan mo na andami mo nang sinayang na chances na binigay ko. lagi mo sinasabi babawi ka pero wala ganun pa din nangyayari. HINDI MO NA KAYA EH. okay lang. tatanggapin ko ung ganung katotohanan. ngayon. malaya ka na. pwede mo na baguhin status mo sa mga accounts mo. ayan. makakapag-focus ka na sa family at studies mo. mag-aral ka mabute. didistansya nalang muna ako. sana the next tym na magkaroon ka na ulet ng girlfriend, wag mo gawin sakanya to, tama na ung saken lang. kasi derick hindi mo alam kung gano kasakit to. NAGBIBIGAY NA NGA NG CHANCES, WALA NMANG GINAGAWA. sayang lang. pero, andito na tau eh. alam mo kung bat ko nasabi na di narin magwowork out? xe nakikita ko sau un. nakikita ko na okay lang sau kahit na nangyayari saten to. derick may problema dn aco, pero never kitang nabalewala dahil dun. iba ka. iba ang problema ko. grabe naman yang nahihiya ka sabihin saken anu mang may problema ka. bakit di ba ko kaibigan? derick. gusto ko malaman mo na kahit ano ka pa, mahal pa rin kita. derick sa gnyang asta parang di mo na ko tinuring na girlfriend nian eh. anu pa silbi ko diba? wala. wala ko magawa para matulungan ka dahil di mo naman sinasabi kung anu problema mo. kaya ayan ung resulta, dahil sa kinikimkim mo ung problema mo nagkakaroon na pati ng gap sa relationship nten. derick di ka SUPERHERO. hindi mo kaya yan nang ikaw lang mag-isa. kaya nga ko nandito diba? pero wala nahihiya ka. masakit isipin pero kelangan tanggapin. salamat inamin mo na minsan nawawalan ka na ng interes sa relasyon naten, di na naman ako nagulat. expected ko na yun. kaya nga ganyan pnapakita mo eh. derick di kita sinisisi kung bat tau nagkaganto, sinasabi ko lang mga mali mo para matama mo un next tym pag ngkaron kna ng ibang girlfriend. oo. aalagaan ko mga binigay mo sken. wag ka mag-alala. lalo na si monina. buti nga di siya nagrereklamo kahit na basa na siya ng luha ko. ang bait talaga ng anak naten. salamat binigay mo siya. ayokong makausap ka ng personal. kasi hindi ko kaya. dahil alam kong iiyak ako sa harap mo pag nangyari un. tama na to. na sa harapan lang ako ng monitor naiyak habang binabasa mga sinasabi mo. kung magkita tau ulet. magpansinan parin sana. mag-ngitian. msaya nako dun. pero baka matagal pa un. matagal pa bago mo ko makita ulet. wag ka mag-alala pinatawad na kita. and whenever i forgive, i forget. derick. anlaki ng nawala sken. nawala ka sa buhay ko. mahal kita, kaya tatanggapin ko lahat. i will sacrifice my love just for your own sake. mas kelangan ka ng mga priorities mo and definitely mas kelangan mo sila. so pano. ingat palage. wag papabasa sa ulan ha? magdala ka lagi payong. ung pag-aaral mo, ausin mo, kung hindi lagot ka saken! ung dream mo tuparin mo, alm kong mppnuod dn kita mglaro ng basketball one day. wag ka mag-papa-bad influence sa mga kaibigan mo. sana evrytym na may temptations, maalala mo ko. maalala mo na msasktan ako pag ggwin mo un. lagi mo tandaan na may pake parin ako sau at sna khit ppno may krpatan pden ako. i love you and goodbye for good. LOVE, YOUR LEAST PRIORITY |
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title: DERICK's message in FS. tnx s lhat2 s sulat n bngay m xken s mga gnwa mng ikssya qo tska tnkful aqo n nklla kta nksama kta n minahal mqo sori tlga s mga ngwa qong mali gsto qo ituwid ung mga pgkkmali qo pero sbe m nga ndi n ngwwork xana mging mxaya qa wg m pbbyaan srili m xana mhnp m ung mgppxaya xau n ndi qa cnsaktan ung lgeng anjn pra xau at ndi qa iiwan xana itreasure m lhat ng mga bngay qo xau haist wg qa mgaalala mhal n mhal p nmn kta eh nnd2 qa p nmn s puso qo eh hehe wg mlungkot ha ,nkklungkot mn icpin n mgllho ng bgla lhat ng pngsmahan nten bsta ingat qa nlng sori tlga ulet ndi kta mkklimutan mmmiss kta sobra bye SORRY KIM. OUR CONVERSATION IN YM. derick robas: nbsa n nga qo ng uln s kkhinty xau. ndi m nmn cnbe xken n ppunta qa agd dun khimmytotskie: db sbe co iwan co nalang dun derick robas: iniwn m nga pero gsto kta kauspin in person kht sglit lng wla nga kme psok bks eh. khimmytotskie: bakit wala. derick robas: kxe teachers day. my mga activity khimmytotskie: okay. then wats ur plan derick robas: e2 mgmmukmok nlng khimmytotskie: as if ur affected. derick robas: oo nmn khimmytotskie: baka naman mejo lang. derick robas: ndi ah khimmytotskie: got my message in fs? derick robas: panget n nga mata qo ngaun eh dhil s kkaiyak nung gbe derick robas: yup khimmytotskie: same here. derick robas: sori kim ah khimmytotskie: better to prove ur sorry. rather than just saying it. derick robas: feel qo nga ngaun prng my kulang xken. prng ndi aqo kuntento khimmytotskie: bakit nung binbalewala at hnhyaan m bco d m nrmdaman yan? derick robas: ndi nmn s gnun xempre iniicp kta gsto qong tlgng gmwa ng praan pra mbgo lhat kxo aun ndi qo ngwa. guilting guilty tlga qo s srili qo qung bt ngyre to xten khimmytotskie: it's not OK. but im alright. derick robas: inaalala kta kxe nsktan kta ng sobra khimmytotskie: just dont mind my pain. derick robas: pno qo nmn ndi iintindhin yng xkit n nrrmdmn m aqo ung mali kya ngkgnyn nsktn kta khimmytotskie: just focus on what you have now. start changing your status. derick robas: s tingin qo ndi pqo mkkpg focus tlga khimmytotskie: why? i gave the freedom u need. derick robas: kxe nga prng ang laki ng nwla xken ung tipong hnhnp hnp m nwla xau . ung gsto mng mkpiling wla n xau khimmytotskie: kaya mo yan. nakaya mo ngang wala ko sa tabi mo nang ilang weeks eh. derick robas: nkya pero s 22o lng ndi khimmytotskie: anu kaya un. derick robas: nkya qo pero s loob loob qo ndi kxe wla qa khimmytotskie: makakaya mo ba un kung hinde. imagination mo lang un. derick robas: sus khimmytotskie: sus ca din derick robas: haaaaayyyyyy khimmytotskie: :( khimmytotskie: what are you waiting for? change your status. derick robas: saka n yn khimmytotskie: okay derick robas: lm mba kim nung huling txt m kgbe sobrng npaiyk aqo khimmytotskie: bakit derick robas: prng ngflashback ung mga mssyang pngsmhan nten khimmytotskie: then derick robas: ung i love you derick aun cnssi qo srili qo qung bt kta iniwan ndi qo mn lng ntma ung mali qo . bngyn m nqo ng ilng chance pero nung gnwa qo wla p dn kaya ccing sisi tlga qo s srili qo nun hnggng ngaun. wg kna mlungkot jn gsto mxya qa ndi m inintndi ung problema ayw qo kxe n sad qa plge eh khimmytotskie: sanay nako. dnt worry derick robas: s tngin qo ndi eh khimmytotskie: whatever derick robas: friends? derick robas: kim khimmytotskie: oh derick robas: friends? khimmytotskie: it will take time. derick robas: aqo ayw qo p xana ng gnto dme qo p nmn gsto gwin n kxma qa lalo n s bday m tska s monthsari sana nten s 4 eh kxo gnto n ngyre khimmytotskie: salamat sa birthday gift mo. kahit advance. derick robas: ai sori tlga kim. gsto qo mgusp tau s personal |
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title: Momy's Birthday! MOMMY's BIRTHDAY! Wee! So so so happy! Mommy treat us in Pancit Malabon Express Restaurant near in our school. With Kheem, Joyce, Joan, Mommy && I. At first i thought that her birthday was Sept. o8 but it was really Sept. 17! Haha what a mess! xD We ate special PALABOK that soo delicious! If you didn't know im the kind of girl whose sensitive with that kind of food. And then after that, our dessert was ice cream with a flavor of rocky road (which i didn't like) and cookies && cream. And of course, sprite is also present. Haha. x) What a delightful lunch! What mommy im talking about is Mommy Analiza Castillo, one of my closest friend in school. We call them mommy because she herself have already a child namely Christian that also close to my heart. I think she is now 25yrs . old? Yeah, with a question mark. Haha! x) But know what? She looks younger, like 19yrs. old, something like that. Mommy is a generous girl. I love her PANCIT CANTON! I miss watching movie in their apartment. Hope we can watch again there soon! xD Christian always ask her mom for us to come and it's very touching! I really miss that cute lil junsu boy! It was a long month ago since i saw him. x( |
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title: Empty. Empty. *Sigh* " Parang may kulang. " I miss his presence. His jokes, voice, the warm smile that melts my heart. I'M LONGING FOR HIM. He gave me unreplied message anyway. And it hurts. x( Dunno if he's serious about what he texted last night. Did he? Hope not. I know you can't relate by now. Don't worry, you will, soon. |
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title: im back! but not for GOOD. xP im back! but not for GOOD. xP My new layout rocks! thanks KHEEM for helping me and inspiring me to continue what ive started here in my blog. x) Well. I myself have so many thoughts here in my mind && heart right now. And sooner i've gotta write it all down here, don't worry. Yeah, everything has changed. Even though i tried all my best to put back things into normal I COULD. But i can't. I'll update it soon! I missed this stuff sooooo much! <333 |
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